What do you think?

Is it better to be disciplined and get everything you want in life but be miserable, or just to be fucking happy with enough? And I don't know the answer to this, but I'm up at 2am in the freezing cold filming videos, and I know I don't fucking have to be, but I am, because I feel like I have to. why I am out here? Because I watched a fucking movie

tonight, and now I feel like I'm behind, like I have to catch up. How fucking insane is that? Me and my brother are complete opposites in this way. I've in this way. I've spent the last four or five years working tirelessly, grinding, sacrificing spent the last four or five years working. Me and my brother are complete opposites everything. And yeah, now I make more money, I've got a nicer car and a

nicer apartment. But he plays golf every night. He goes fucking climbing. He goes on fun day trips with his girlfriend. He seems content. I'm not. I can't sit still. I can't fucking enjoy things. I can't just be present. If I'm not working, I

feel guilty. Like I'm wasting time. Like someone's getting ahead of me. he doesn't think like that he clocks out at 5pm and he's fucking He doesn't think like that. He clocks out at five. done he's living his life i look at people like that sometimes and i'm jealous not of what they have but of how they feel they've got peace i don't and i don't know which one's better is it better

to keep chasing keep grinding keep building never be satisfied or just to have enough and be happy and i think people like me we can't do that we're wired differently we need the progress the chase even if it makes us fucking miserable but maybe that's just the cost maybe you can't have both maybe the success that

i'm you can't have both maybe there's chasing costs me the piece that they have and i don't know if i'd change it even if i could but i think about it a lot so that's why i'm asking you guys which one's better

about it a lot so that's why i'm asking you guys which one's better