EPISODE 1: RELATIONSHIPMAXXING #growth #love #girlfriend #relationships #life

My girlfriend and I almost broke up because I keep asking for reassurance. I used to get obsessed over the little things my girlfriend does, and no matter how much reassurance I got, I'd still go crazy. There were two sides of me that were constantly fighting each other. One side kept telling me to trust her, while the other side was overthinking and scared that she would leave me. One day I crashed out so hard, but in that moment I started to realize how much I didn't

trust myself, and that asking for reassurance only made things worse. The fact that I didn't feel any better after my girlfriend reassured me, made us stop trusting each other. I only felt better when I finally stopped depending on her words to make me feel secured. Just like the feelings of love, the feeling of anxiety always exists, so I started to

trust myself and find things within me to not only make me feel okay, but also focus on the more important things in the relationship.

on the more important things in the relationship.